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BRENT/BRAD
Lying in my
lover’s arms after we had consumed each other, with Doug in deep sleep, my
thoughts reviewed the progress of our relationship. A long way from the
quasi-roguish days in Memphis. This next phase would test us. He would be
pressured to excel in this first Assistant Director job. My acting career with
the TV series, and, later, the New York production of the play would keep me
busy…and keep us apart. As Doug shifted his body to his side with his chest
away from me, I moved in and spooned his backside. With my dick pushed into his
crack and our breathing matched in beat, sleep overtook my thoughts of satisfied
love.
*****
Saturday
evening’s performance with my best friends in the audience was a highly
anticipated night for the La Jolla Playhouse. The first weekend after opening
was important because the high roller supporters and well-connected season
ticket holders always made this performance a very social event.
The moment
I made my first appearance on the stage in act one, there was enthusiastic,
encouraging applause. I was taken back a little because response like that was
usually reserved for the stars of a show. I did a little extra ‘business’ with
the props until the audience quieted down. Glancing briefly into the left wing,
I noticed the director and two leads smiling and nodding approval. Picking up
my cue, I delivered the next line and the scene went on as rehearsed, as did
the rest of the play.
After the
final, robust curtain call, I quickly removed makeup and changed into a
well-contoured, black ribbed tee, black jeans and my Dan Post gray, ostrich skin boots. Coming out to the now-quiet foyer, I found the guys talking
to two other young men.
“Brent,
loved the show,” Dave said with a grin, as I walked up to the group.
“Roomie,
that was some performance. Congratulations,” added Mike, offering a hand.
“Hi, guys.
Glad you enjoyed the play,” I answered with a questioning smile.
“Let me
introduce you to an old Navy buddy from Memphis and his friend. We just
happened to see each other during intermission,” Dave continued. “This is Mark
Connelly and Tom Feldman. Mark’s stationed on the Kennedy.”
“Mark,
Tom,” I said, shaking hands with both. “Always great to meet friends of Dave.”
“That was
one awesome performance, Brent. I guess that Brent is your real name?” asked
Mark. Tom was smiling, observing the scene.
“Yeah, it’s
Brent to friends. Please call me Brent. At Miramar, it’s usually Williams. Dave
must have told you that we all met in Memphis at the Naval Air Station?”
Mark nodded
and replied, “Yes. And I assume that you’re all in the Navy?”
“I got out
the first of the year,” answered Doug. “I’m in L.A. now. Just down to see my
old friend knock ’em dead on stage.” Doug turned, and warmly smiled at me.
“Well,
Brent, you really knocked it out of the ballpark. Congratulations, man. That’s
some acting,” said Tom. Turning to Doug, he continued, “What kind of work do
you do in L.A.?”
“Slowly
working my way up in the film business. I’ve been a Director’s Assistant on two
films so far and will start to work next month on my first Assistant Director’s
gig on an indie film. How about you, Tom? Are you in the Navy too?”
“Naw. I’m
just a student at UCSD. Starting second year this fall. My home is L.A. But I
wanted to get out of that town for a while. I’ll probably end up at USC for law
school. If I could ask, what film will you be working on? I follow the trades,
by habit.”
“Something
called ‘American X’ that is a working title, no doubt. Edward Norton is the
star. You familiar with it?” Doug asked.
I was
fascinated by this casual banter between Doug and Tom. This was no ordinary
college student. I noted this well-groomed young man was wearing a Dolce &
Gabbana crepe sweater, twill
cargo pants, and a
brushed-stainless sport Rolex. He had the bearing of casual, California
sophistication. While Mike, Dave and Mark talked, I moved into the conversation
with Doug and Tom.
“I know the
film is being supervised at New Line Pictures for a early 1998 release. At
least that’s what Variety says,” Tom answered with a smile.
“You seem
to know a lot for a sophomore in college, Tom. How are you tuned into the
business?” I asked with honest, curiosity.
“Well, I’m
working at Warner Brothers this summer. I’m down to see Mark and the show. I
guess I’ve got to confess that my Dad gave me tickets to tonight’s performance
to check out the play. Seems he’s heard buzz about this new actor…ah…Brad…what’s
his name?” Tom laughed and patted me lightly on the shoulder. “By the way, why
Brad rather than Brent?”
“It’s a SAG
thing. Some guy in his 70’s has the name registered.”
“Got it,”
Tom breezily returned.
“Your Dad’s
in the business?” Doug asked urgently.
“He’s at
Warner’s. To answer your first question, Warner Brothers will distribute the
new film you will be working on, Doug. Second, I’m to report back Monday with
my impressions about Brent’s acting ability. And while I have an urge to tell him
you are ‘fucking great,’ in those words, I’ll leave it at brilliant and
dynamic. Brent, I’m sure that Dad will be calling Sam Barron next week,” Tom
finished with an intense glance into my eyes.
“You know
we’re represented by CAM?” I said. ‘Whoops,’ I thought. ‘Probably shouldn’t
have said we.’
“Wow,
you’re both represented by Sam? He must think very highly of you two. Doug,
sounds like you’re on a fast track, also?”
“Tom, I
just put your name together with the studio. Since T.J. Feldman runs the studio,
I’m assuming you are his son?”
“Guilty as
charged. I’m a ‘junior.’ This is why I came down here for undergraduate school.
I can keep a lower profile. Low profile
in a lot of ways,” Tom concluded, looking at Mark with a smile.
“You mean…”
I asked.
“Yes. Mark
and I are a serious couple. If I’m not mistaken, you two are also?” Tom asked
sincerely.
“For two
guys who have been asked by Sam to be under the radar, I guess we’ve failed,” I
replied. “Is this something you’re going to report back to your father?” Tom
picked up on my concerned expression.
“Listen,
Brent, I’m cool with you two. There are several actors and actresses in L.A.
that play double roles. Some who are married. I’m a friend with some hot
actresses who are lesbian and never mind going out with actors for window
dressing. If we become friends, I’ve got ways of helping you guys avoid the
snooping of the press. I suspect, Brent, that you’re going to have to be
cautious.”
“Tom, I
think that we’d like to work on becoming friends,” I said, as Doug nodded his
head affirmatively. “And, certainly with Mark, too.”
“To answer
your question; I’m not going to say squat. Just that Dad would be wise to snap
you up for a picture deal soon, while he can get you cheap,” he said with a
smile. With that, Tom shook our hands and we all returned to the rest of the
group.
“Brent,
I’ve invited Mark and Tom to a cookout at our place next Sunday. Can you and
Doug be there? I think we’d have a lot of fun,” Dave asked. I noticed that Mike
and Mark were comfortable with each other.
“Sounds
good to me. Doug, what are our plans?” I asked my lover.
“We’re
still doing the final editing on “Confidential” at the studio. But I could
break loose next Saturday noon and get down here for a late afternoon siesta,”
Doug said with a wink.
“Fuck,
Doug. You’re working on “Confidential?” That’s one of Dad’s big hopes for next
year,” Tom replied.
“It’ll be a
great film,” Doug replied. “I’m learning so much. Right now we’re finishing
editing.”
Dave looked
mystified.
“Buddy, Tom’s
dad works in Hollywood. His studio is producing the film Doug is working on,” I
said.
“Okay, it’s
a little heady for me. You show biz guys work it out. Let’s cut to the chase,”
Dave said with a sly grin. It was not lost on the crew that he knew exactly
what was going on. “I’m inviting you all to the cookout next Sunday and good
times with friends.”
“Hear,
hear. I concur,” said Mike. “All those opposed say nay.” Looking around to
assure commanded attention, he continued, “I conclude that the vote is unanimous
and the motion is carried.”
“Okay,
guys. Our place next Sunday at noon,” Dave concluded.
“Dave, it’s
been great to meet all of your friends. I know Tom and I look forward to next
weekend,” Mark stated.
“Absolutely,
Dave. It’ll be fun to get to know you guys better,” added Tom.
“Looks like
the ‘Fab Four’ is expanding its boundaries,” I said. “Maybe the ‘Sexy Six’?”
Everyone joined in with a laugh.
“I don’t
share sex with anyone,” Doug said, pulling me into him.
“I now
declare the patio at our house a sex-free zone next weekend. Doug, you don’t
have to share your hot bod with anyone you don’t want to,” Dave said with
exaggerated gestures.
“With that
clarified, let’s get to dinner before they close on us,” I concluded. We all
were polite in departure and stated that we all looked forward to next Sunday
as Mark and Tom walked out to the parking lot.
DOUG
This new
arrival in our lives, however abrupt, was interesting timing. It was like
comets that were met to meet…and not collide. I sensed a controlled, laid-back
dynamic with Tom Feldman that caused me to take note. To casual observers he
was a good-looking, wealthy, college undergraduate. To me he was a focused,
young mogul-in-the-making who had been nurtured in the killer instincts
inherent to Hollywood. Tom probably wouldn’t admit it, though. He would just
shrug off his intuitiveness to parental genes. I sensed that Tom, as well as
Mark, would all become good friends with us.
The
downtown Gaslamp District was pumping with energy when we arrived on Fifth
Avenue. It was a godsend that they provided valet parking. Spilling out of
Mike’s car, we all felt the energy of the street activity. A swelling of the
crowds on the street made this a captivating environment. Making our way
through the throngs of young collegians, surfers and military, we arrived at
Croce’s. The front room was rocking with a standing room only bar and
contemporary jazz music in the background coming from the showroom. Moving to
the dining room, I noticed several of the patrons following Brent with their
eyes as we threaded our way to the table. A few guys, with short, ‘high and
tight’ haircuts, smiled and hoisted their glasses as we passed by. Brent, aware
of the attention, grinned and waved.
“I wouldn’t
get too serious about their kitchen,” Mike said as we were handed menus. “Stick
with pasta or steak, and you can’t go wrong. Maybe we could graze on some
appetizers first?”
“Good idea. I’ve been here before. They’ve got great calamari, and
a spicy shrimp dish that we could share for openers. The portions are pretty
large,” Brent suggested.
“Why don’t
we order some apps, a main course, and a few pitchers of Ballast Point wheat
beer? It’s a local brew and really super,” Dave added.
The waiter
came over and we ordered the appetizers and beer in addition to four
medium-rare steaks. When the beer arrived and was poured, we casually shared
what had been happening in our lives since we all last got together.
Occasionally, a patron would come up and awkwardly ask for Brent’s autograph on
the Playbill. ‘This must be a popular rendezvous for the central city crowd
after theater?’ I wondered.
“Brent, I’m
amazed that you’re recognized. I can’t get over my old roomie is a big fucking
deal,” Dave said with a smile.
“Well, the
news of my play spread around the Navy and Marine guys at Miramar like
wildfire. They’re rooting for one of their own like family,” Brent added,
modestly. “The press and TV have featured the play really big. I call it the
‘Hollywood’ factor. Seems everyone from L.A. to the border really follows
theater and movies. Who and what will be the next big thing.”
Laughing,
Dave said, “I should have saved one of your old cum rags. It’ll be valuable on
eBay one of these days.”
Hitting
Dave’s shoulder playfully, Mike said “Gawd, talk about a gross-out. Mind your
manners, young man.”
“Brent,
guys, I’m sorry. I just couldn’t resist it,” Dave offered.
“Yeah, it
is kinda gross,” I added. “But it might be a good revenue maker if we run low
on cash. You should start stashing away a few, Brent.” The appetizers arrived
as we all laughed and continued to talk randomly. I was describing some of my
directing discoveries when the emptied plates were cleared.
A short,
young woman approached our table as we were talking and interrupted us, saying,
“Brad, I really think you’re the best. Could you sign something for me?” She
was a little unsteady standing and her speech was slurred.
“What is
your name?” Brent asked.
“Janet.”
“Well,
Janet, I don’t have any paper or a pen. If you can bring back both I’ll be
happy to sign something.”
“I don’t
know where I can find paper,” she mumbled, leaving the table just as the waiter
brought the steaks and oversized, wood-handled knives. Pouring the remainder of
the beer, he left us to enjoy the food.
Halfway
through the steaks, a heavy-set man around 35 approached us and said in a very
loud voice, “Brad Williams, you shithead. My girl asked you for an autograph,
and you refused. What’s with you, buddy. Too stuck up to help her?” He moved
closer and invaded our personal space.
In even
tones, Brent stood and replied, “I’m sorry she misunderstood. I don’t have
anything to write with or paper. I asked her to return when she had both.”
Without a cue, the rest of us stood also.
“Bullshit,”
he replied almost shouting. “Somebody should show you how to be polite to
ladies.”
“Back off
and go back to your table. We don’t want any trouble,” I said, looking at him
squarely in the eyes. I was aware that the dining room had grown quiet, and a
few of the Navy and Marine guys in civvies were up and coming over to our
table.
“Who are
you? His fucking bodyguard?” the stranger said almost spitting out the words.
“No, just a
friend. Like these guys at the table and the 10 dudes who are standing behind
you.” I motioned my head to for him to turn around. As he did, the intruding
stranger was looking directly eye level at the well-honed chest and pecs
covered by a polo shirt of a 6’3” man in his mid-twenties. The USMC tattoo on
his massive right bicep tipped his military affiliation.
“Like the
guy said, we’re friends. I suggest you get your butt outta here pronto, ’cause
I don’t like anyone threatening my friends,” the Marine said.
The
stranger studied the situation briefly and left without saying anything else.
We watched as he and his girl friend departed, cutting a large swath from our
table in their path to exit. The rest of the guys went back to their dates, and
the guys sat back down at our table.
“Buddy,
thanks. I appreciate what you did. My name’s Williams,” Brent said extending
his hand.
“Hi,
Williams. Brad, isn’t it? I read about you in the newspaper. My name’s Castro.
Sergeant Lou Castro. You’re in the Navy, aren’t you?”
“Yep.
Miramar. How about you?”
“Pendleton.”
“Well,
Sergeant. Thanks again. An incident like this is the last thing I need. It that
your girl friend over there?”
“Fiancée.
We’re getting married in December.”
“Let me buy
a round of drinks for your lady and you, Lou.”
“Brad,
that’s not necessary. But, thanks. You Navy guys need us Marines to keep you
out of trouble,” he replied with a laugh. We shook hands, and he went back to
his table and we sat down.
“The
‘grunts’ came through again. I don’t think I’d want to meet Sergeant Castro as
an enemy,” Brent said with a smile.
“Nice guy,”
I added. “Let’s drink to the Marine Corps.” We all raised our glasses. As we
started cutting the now cold steak, and older, attractive woman in a silk
blouse and dark blue skirt approached us.
“Mr.
Williams, gentlemen, I am really sorry about what happened. I’m Betty Croce. We
rarely have any problems, and celebrities always feel comfortable here. The
least I can do is pick up your tab and apologize for the interruption in your
dinner. Can I send over more steaks?”
Standing,
Brent said, “Mrs. Croce, that’s not necessary. But I would like to buy Sergeant
Castro and his fiancée a round of drinks. He helped avoid a bigger problem.”
“Brad, your
tab and his will be on me. No argument,” she said with a smile. “By the way,
I’m seeing your play next Wednesday evening with some of my girl friends.”
“I think
you’d enjoy it. If you’d like, Mrs. Croce, bring your friends backstage after
the performance. My Navy bosses and their wives will be stopping by also.”
“Why,
that’s very kind of you. I’ll do that. And, Brad, my name is Betty.”
I stood up
and said, “Thanks, Betty. I’m Doug Di Marco, down from L.A. to see the play.”
The other guys stood as I introduced Mike and Dave and explained that we were
all in the Navy together in Memphis.
“I’m in the
restaurant business, sort of,” Mike added. I run the Officer’s Club at North
Island.”
“That’s a
nice club, Mike,” she replied. “I get over there frequently for Navy League
receptions.”
“Well,
Betty, please say hi the next time you’re in the club. And thanks for your
generosity.”
“My
pleasure. Brad’s the biggest star in San Diego right now. The last thing either
of us need is unflattering publicity.”
We sat down as she walked away. I noticed that Brent was a little
embarrassed. ‘This is just the start,’ I thought, looking at my handsome hunk
of a lover. ‘I hope that he can handle it.’
*****
MIKE
I marveled
at the events of the evening as Dave and I drove north on the 163 expressway,
cutting through the ravine of Balboa Park to return home. It was apparent that
Brent was definitely on his way to something big. I hoped it wouldn’t affect
our friendship.
“I’m
completely floored by Brent’s acting ability,” Dave said. “Did you have any
idea?”
“None. I
mean, I heard Doug and him rehearse the lines. But that’s hardly acting.”
“I have a
feeling that our roommate is going to be a big hit, Mike. He seems not to be
getting a big head about his popularity.”
“Brent is
one sharp dude. I think we’re going to be his real friends for a long time. The
real question is how Doug’s going to handle it.”
“Whaduya
mean, Mike?”
“Is he
going to be able to stand in the sidelines while Brent is in the spotlight?”
“Let’s hope
that Doug’s directing career takes off. That’s the root of the issue,” Dave
concluded as we turned into the driveway.
Entering our
home, we left the alarm off and the entry lights on for Brent and Doug and made
a mad dash topside to our bedroom. It was a race to see who could undress
faster. Clothes were flying everywhere. ‘Hell,’ I considered, ‘they’d all have
to be laundered anyway.’ Standing butt naked, I pulled my partner into a close
embrace with our cocks paying attention by greeting each other in their own
way.
“Mike, I
love when we’re together at the end of the day. You fucking turn me on,” Dave
said.
“Buddy, I’m
nowhere near ready to sleep. How about you,” I asked.
“Mike, I
can feel that you’re definitely not ready to sleep. Why don’t we brush and pee?
I’ve got just the remedy for that dick of yours in bed,” Dave said before
leaning for a hard tongue-driven kiss.
Pulling
apart, I replied with a smile, “Do your thing and I’ll clean up our mess.”
“Yes, Sir,”
Dave answered with a mock salute before yanking my now-hard cock. Within
minutes, I joined him as he was finishing his routine. Coming up from behind, I
playfully licked his neck while my hands moved around for a nipple assault.
“Trying to get me fired up?” he asked, looking at me from the mirror.
“Oh, yeah.
Get out there and warm up the bed. I’ll join you in a sec,” I answered as his
hands moved down to grip my hardened cock and ball sac. He stroked for a few
moments before slapping me playfully on the buttocks.
“Hurry,
babe,” he said, leaving the head. I did just that. Entering the privacy of our
bedroom, I glimpsed at Dave, lying spread eagle on the bed with an indirect
plant light providing the only shadowy illumination. In the background, Harry
Connick, Jr. was singing, “If I Could Give You More,” from my Blue Light, Red
Light CD.
If I could give you moreI’d hand the world a phraseThat could not be erasedAnd tells of a love that’s never been before
Oh, I will give you more.
“Hi, lover,” I said, while getting into bed
and scooting next to him. I eased my nearest leg over his thigh and nudged his
nuts with my knee as I moved in for an initial kiss.
“I wish I could take you back to the ship. I
suppose they wouldn’t like it, though,” Dave said in a low voice.
“Let’s pretend that we’re at sea, and the ship
is rocking,” I said, moving my knee enough to engage and massage his nut sac
and perineum.
“Rough seas ahead, Sir?” I reached down and
slowly stroked his rock hard cock that was pooling pre-cum on his abdomen and
innie.
“We’ll ride it out, sailor.” I moved down his
body to lick his armpits and nibble on his nipples.
“I want you to ride me, Mike.” His hands were
on my shoulders as I moved down to Davey. I twirled my tongue around his glans
and piss slit before moving on down to his scrotum.
“This calls for general quarters, Airman
Swenson,” I playfully ordered in a gruff voice.
“All prepared, Sir,” he answered, as he handed
over the bottle of Wet.
We now had the ‘drill’ down to a science. He
loved me rimming and tongue-fucking his hole, while he held his legs wide up to
his chest. ‘Hell,’ I considered, ‘so did I.’ After lubing and working my
fingers around his fuck chute, deliberately grazing his love nut, it was time
for the main event.
“Battle stations, swabby.” He moved his legs
around my waist and grabbed my hard on to position it at his back door.
“Aye, aye, Sir.” He let out a small grunt as I
eased in past the sphincter. “Fuck me, Cole…let ’er rip…”
In the background was Connick’s song, “Just
Kiss Me”
Kiss meAnd put all the stars back in the skyKiss meAnd maybe then you’ll know the reason whyI want youAnd my love’s gonna haunt youAnd I’m gonna flaunt you.
TO BE CONTINUED